It’s been a little while since I did one of these. I’ve still been meditating though. One of the times I meditated I felt like my soul was trying to burst out my chest. I started meditating for 2 hours each time. I also want to note even if your mind is wandering you should be able to get into a meditative state the more you practice regardless of your mind being quiet or clear. That doesn’t mean you shouldn’t strive for that I’m just saying. I usually have revelations when in deep thought and deep meditation.